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Let's Make this Instinctive

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it's almost instinctive how
this animal like urge developed
deep within me to
mark the territory around
you
and ward off any
would be suitors

maybe you're not my property
to really claim
but there's no denying
the fact that you
bring out the worst
in me

jealousy doesn't
even begin
to explain

it's more territorial
than anything

like the leader of a pride
maiming any rogue male
attempting to come in

i don't mean to treat you
as if you're mine

but deep down i feel
that you are.
Title courtesy of Fiore.

So I am one of the most jealous guys. But it's not really jealousy as much as it is territorialness? But for the sake of ease, I say jealous. When I tell a girl I'm territorial, they're like "Huh?"

What I mean is unlike most jealous guys, I don't really get mad at the girl. I don't ever argue with girls I'm in a relationship with over issues with jealousy. My anger, frustration, etc is more aimed toward guys. I really try not to be, but it's impossible to stop.

Just an example of how bad I am: A guy goes to give my girlfriend a hug when we were out once, and I literally barked at the guy. He stared at me like I was crazy and I was like "Yeah, go ahead, finish what you were doing." He looks at my girlfriend, apologizes to me, and says "I'll see you later, errr, I'll talk to you later."

I'm terrible.
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